Brain Storming.

December 29, 2007 - Saturday

I'm so sick Nothing makes me better, Nothing Cures me. I'm losing sight I'm giving in Might. My head feels really light. I can't stand the fact that I still think about it I can't understand why I still feel you Its been so long It was so wrong Everything we did was Wrong! So why can't I stop thinking about you? I need to let go. I need you to go. Since I've heard your name again. . . I've sunken back so low. I tear past the border wall that's supposed to be between us I rip past the borderline between love and lust. It still shocks me so, No matter how much I've been in the dust. The heaviness doesn't ever stop I can, I can't, I Won't, I must Its something one can't control, It makes you feel more alive and Its this very thing On which I've come to thrive No, This isn't true, This isn't right! I'm having a night mare,One that I can't fight I give in, you put me there I gave in, you let me go there I can't wake up, I toss and turn it can't be right, but for this I yearn I can feel some sort of love, can't I? Maybe this is love.