"Final"

I'm not everything anybody ever wanted,
but I'm fucking here.
All I want is someone who will wrap themselves around me;
somebody to hold dear.
Well, my dear
Well, its dear.

I've got this head sewn back on my neck
and I've dug myself out of this living heck.
But your piss is still rotting on my brain.
I'd rather hang myself on your noose
I'd keep myself dangling from Burning roofs
before I'd give myself back to you!

Why could I never get somebody?
I love like no one else.
I'd never think
about myself.
I'd give you the world before the last night,
When I'd take you out back. . .

Baby It'll be alright
hush now, no it won't.
baby you'll be alright.
Only after one more night
this night I'll take your cold hands,
I'll get your lifeless mouth on mine
before I pull the trigger, make this final kiss divine.

Baby you'll be alright,
hush, hush,
No, You won't.

(11.19.07)