"Nothing more (than nothing)"

Lay and watch the clouds roll by
Day dreams hold me to the sky.
I keep wishing you could be mine.
I keep hoping stupid lies.
Keep on hoping you'll be there when I cry.
Walking the streets without any aim
thinking, maybe, you'll join in my game.
But I feel like this will end the same.
Every step I take--reminds me of you.
You walk like you need nobody,
It makes it so much better
Back and forth I tether . . .
between you and Nothing.
Question about loving
This could only be nothing.
I could force, and push, and fight
I could make-believe it's right
But as I lay alone At night
I realize
I am nothing. . .
But I am your nothing.

(August, 2007)