Public Diary Entry Number 2.

November 25, 2007 - Sunday

public Diary Entry number 2 Public Diary Entry Number 2. Toasted Cheese sandwatches. I hate how you ride your bicycle no, I hate your bicycle. Fuck you, I dont need you! Or maybe I do. maybe not inside of me, but atleast next to me. Many think that everyone has one someone. Only one "soul mate". If that's true, then I think I've found mine, but I've lost him too. So I guess that's it? Ok. 6 more hours of homework, and the grades are gonna come up. the 22 in Algebra isn't so bad, it's better than when it was a 12. I just burned the inside of my mouth... I want fire now. I'm out of matches though. dammit not again. I have 30 bucks sitting right infront of my face scratch that; make it 32-- theres 8 quarters there too. I like green tea, but its keeping me awake; 3 gallons a day might make you sick. fwwwwwsssssssssssssssssshhhhhhvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv... thats the constant sound of my fan, going around and around and around I'm so cold sitting here in my fuzzy wuzzy pajamas. I walk everyday and you might think i'm looking for something but i'm really just looking for peace of mind. Look ahead of me. Look right now, look ahead of you too. You're lost too, I'm sure. I feel like I'm stuck in a spiral and i'm spiralling up, riding it out. But trying to look out to see what's going to happen in my future. I only see shit. I see fucking shit, like what I am right now. I have plenty of art to make and nothing to art for. I'm done with my sammich. I can't spell sandwich can I? Sandwhich Sandich Sandwich Sandmitch Sandwitch. Fuck it! I'm really cold. But I'm not turning my fan off cause then I won't be cold Becaue Cold is to Happy as White is to Sheep. Get it? Good. I'm petting my dolly because Dolly is dolly. I have this candle, and its shaped like a mushroom and it's one of my favorite mushroom candles. I like mushroom candles a lot. I do. I do. I do-ooooo. I miss you. I miss you too. and you. Point, Point, Point. Sniffle. Good night.