"Toy."

Face White
Hands red,
I look up to you to see what you say
I did all this for you,
Would you
still make me pay?
Damn my eyes, this sight I see
Another day
of you abusing me.

Push me down, I am your toy
Kill me now, I'd do anything for this boy.
Isn't this what It's supposed to be?
From what I can tell, He Loves me.
Surface from my knees,
He's not satisfied
As he pushes me back down,
I begin to cry.
What kind of wimp am I?
To love and to be loved, this is how it is.
As long as I can show that, I can stay as his.

I will be your toy
as long as you will stay my boy
I will do anything for you
as long as I can hear "I Love You"
Not for who I am, not for how I speak
just for what I do.
But I will stay with you.

1/12/07