You've been gone.

February 16, 2008 - Saturday

I just found those pictures of you and tears well up in my eyes. I'll sit and wait for it all to go away As I've tried to do so many times and I still miss you even though you're not even here And I still miss you simply cause of those times I hold dear. But I won't stay I'll run away Untill your shaddow forever fades. I won't say why or who hurt me so badly that day. The future won't know why I linger in the past the past won't know my future the present will simply divide them both Divide until you're gone. You're gone. You're gone. You're gone. So why, then, won't you leave?

"How would you put it...?"

How can you fear
in a world where you don't feel here?
How could you assume
that you're able to hold things dear?
Would you ever think it possible
to dance 'round open flame?
To dance 'round open flame...
when the flames are never enough tame
the flames always want to consume you...
and that's what I love.

How would you put it,
this obsession with obsessing?

How could you blindly believe and
hope you're correct?
how could you smile and say you're doing alright,
when the flames continue to dissect...?

I will stand and watch the fire take you in
just to make sure that nothing is left of you
I will stand and watch you burn to death. . .
just to make sure that there is nothing left.
there's nothing left
there's nothing left

do you understand me now?
how would you put it....?

2/7/08

'Piece of shit'

Don't talk to me like I'm your
piece of shit.
Don't tell me how I live is wrong
And don't you fuckin' say
that my friends are out of age.
Don't you fucking say that, Just cause you can.
Cause you're a fucking bitch in the way
that you down talk me
shit talk, love.
Bitch, Walk, *SHOVE*

Shut up you stupid whore!
I don't want you here anymore!
Stop talking to me like I'm
Your piece of Shit. . .


I tried hard to be your daughter
I tried hard to be your "ANGEL"
Tried hard to keep a Mom,
But Now It's
All Gone...

thanks.