30. April 2011.

Sensational
is the descriptive word that launched itself across my mind
when we walked out of the room.
I wish I could section off your brain.
The feelings I'm warming up to are
completely insane.
I just want to know if we feel the same. . .?
And when you're trying to fall asleep
late at night,
Do you think of us and how it feels just right?
I hope I'm not wrong.
'Cause, when I'm alone I think too much
and that's what I concentrate on.

25. April 2011

I need everybody;

I want nobody.

Pressure builds and I . . . push it away.

I'll get over it some day.

Pull myself out.

Fire all about.

My ashes won't ever be spread.

My spirit will never be

left for dead.

. . .

Will I become self-absorbed instead?

. . .

I find myself lost in the eyes that I see.

This girl in the mirror cannot lie,

for she's the only one who truly knows me.

12. April 2011

I can whisper in my own ear
secrets I won't let anyone hear.
Problems I have,
But don't want you to know
because I fear they would
turn you away.
Sometimes I feel helpless; alone.
Reckless and Restless.
Never at home.
I long for touch, escape,
any way to communicate.
I'm a sucker for kind expressions.
I don't fall often, but when I do, it leaves impressions.
I express myself in awkward ways
on my better days.

4.5.11.

Good Morning, Beautiful.

The phrase is rather foreign.

I think I like your pronouns,

so keep them pouring.

You make me feel certain

the feeling's worth exploring.

I'm not one to jump, so push me off the edge.

Feeling. . .

Thump, thump, thump.

Blood Rush in my head.

To begin anew. . .

Is knowing you.

28 March. 2011

Waking, Walking.
Aimless but entirely certain
that everything is right.
Take my hand,
Help me stand.
I'll make it through the night.
I'm coming home
So Be there
When I dive and delve through the unknown.
I'm renewing highs
Breaking ties
Mending back the ropes
and giving in to new hopes.
So be my light
To stand and fight
As I dive and delve through the unknown.