Saturday, May 28, 2011

20. May 2011



As someone I trusted, I handed you the knife.

Marked myself for each incision.

Spilled my guts willingly

to you.

I wish I could dissect your mind,

-Give you back the pieces of your heart that are left behind

sticking on my skin like parasites,

eating away my shell

and reminding me of that night.

How warm it would have been

to wake up next to you.

To pass the day by the way that lovers do…

But it ends, all in the same.

More of a massacre than Love Games.

Covered in blood, we lay in the dirt.

Wipe our hands clean on each others’ shirts.

This doesn’t change a thing, I swear.

We’ll piece each other back together in strips…

Once I can get your taste off of my lips.

… …

Saturday, May 7, 2011

You are . . .

Someone who appreciates me
for a side that nobody else ever sees.
Who makes me smile when noone else can;
Who makes me feel like the girl I secretly am.

Someone who can make me better when I'm feeling low.
Someone who will listen when I need it most.
Someone who will hold me tight
and, please, don't let go.

I think it's amazing when you
make fun of me,
and try to make me laugh
and tell me that I'm pretty.
And I love how you say the things you say
and the way you touch my hair.
And I like that when I'm with you,
I feel like we're the only ones there.

7. May 2011